September 2012
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August 2012
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July 2012
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June 2012
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you know what sucks? realizing that everything...
I feel so defeated.
So I always complain that I am the one who doesn’t feel as strong for people as they do towards me. Lately I have been noticing a pattern, one which has shaken up my beliefs a few times.
I feel like I keep finding these absolutely incredible people and things are great and all…and then they just disappear. And I never did anything crazy of that sorts, but I do...
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I’m really bothered when people see my tattoos and instantly say “yea i’ve totally been wanting one I just don’t know what to get” Why even tell me that? You’re pretty much saying you’re going to do it because “everyone else is!” and that is for all the wrong reasons. I always respond after that statement with “don’t get one...
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I’m starting to notice the changes finally in my life and how I interact with others. Religion has played a huge influence on how I treat people. It has also made me excited to find someone that could be my other half, and I know someday my prince will come. For now, I’ll say it I love Jesus. That relationship is enough to keep me going.
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May 2012
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imagination
Lately I’ve been feeling like my imagination has disappeared. Long ago are the days of running around creating make believe worlds, pretending I was in a concert, acting like I had this totally cute boyfriend at the tender age of 8. I used to have secret hide out spots and believe that when I went down a slide I was going to a candy land.
I feel like as an adult you start to see the world...
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I think I’m addicted to naked pictures and sittin and talkin about bitches that we almost had.
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luckyyou.
Something occured to me this weekend during a sober moment in Vegas. I have asked for so many things when praying and feeling like they never happened but the truth is they truly have. I asked for happiness, I asked for health, I asked for love, I asked for answers, I asked for help, and in some way or another they have all come and passed or stayed. In some of my darkest moments in my break up...
April 2012
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“Blue lips blue veins blue the color of our plant from far far away”
– Regina spektor
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jewelry makes me feel bitter about my past. I have several different “accessories” from former flames and they are beautiful pieces but I just cannot wear it, so it dusts in my jewelry box and I’m stuck with the thoughts of should I sell it or keep it for memories.
shit that could be jewelry I can buy for myself if I sell it, but if someone else buys it will it be cursed? o__O
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I want to sing these words one day to somebody I...
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money and other drugs.
It’s so funny, recently I have been challenging myself to read the bible every day like a book. I have been mainly focusing on the new testament but also skimming over some of the old testament for history.
Have you ever heard of the book ‘The Secret’? It is completely extracted from the bible, because in the bible the secret to life is BELIEVING in what you are praying for....
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Death.
It hit me today how fast somebody can disappear from your life, and then you’re stuck forever with the I shoulda coulda woulda thoughts forever. I’m here today to say don’t shoulda woulda coulda DO DO DO! Show your love for the ones who matter most, spend time with them, express how you feel to someone you bottle your feelings up for and literally carpe diem, your time here is...
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when the day is over and I’m just alone in...